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kih3...*gelak dulu... :D <---- mukadimah untuk entry kali nie..hehe da lame ta update blog..tataw nak cite ape..eh,bukan..banyak sgt nak cerita..smpai tataw nak cite mae satu..so hari nie kite cerita randomly jela ea..hehe..skrg kerja kite ternak lemak and tanam anggur je kat rumah..mkn tido mkn tido tu jela kerja aku kan sekarang..maklumlah, da jadi pengangur terhormat sekarang..baru lepas grad laa katekan...hehehe konon haritu nak kerja laa konon cuti nie..tapi smpai sudah ta kerja..rase mcm duduk rumah lg best..hihi tapi xde income laa yang masuk..huhu so,xde duit laa..hmm *pkir duit je taw -.-' tapi bosan jugak duduk rumah kekadang..asik buat bnda yang same je..pastu pikir masalh yg ta selesai2..tataw da laa nak buat mcm mane..redha and tawakal je kepada Allah..dengan begitu kita akan menjadi lebih kuat dgn menghadapi segala dugaan yg diberikan oleh-Nya..hehe *eh, terbagi ceramah plak tibe2..haha actually tataw nak ckp ape sgt..haa,rara?? malas nak cite pasal rara..sebab keadaan masih same n akan terus same mcm tu laa..*haa,paham ke ta tu?? ak pn pening dgn ape yg ak type nie haa..haha tp at least ak usaha walau kekadang rase give up..tp baru aku perasan yg ak nie sbnarnye susah nk give up..klau ak give up, then ak get up blk..as long as ade harapan kite usaha jela kann...muahahaha siapa suruh terlibat dgn hidup ak kan..kan da susah tu..haha xpe.kita serah jelahh pada Allah..sesungguhnya Allah dengar segala rintihan dan doa dari hambaNya..sekian... have a nice day... :)

ape punye cerita laa..

hei3....bosan harinie..tataw nk watpe...hmmm3..hari hujan plak tu..nk kua pn ta bley..dduk umah jela..bila da dduk umah nie..mula lah beremosi sedikit..haish...rindu rara..tiap2 hari rindu...kdang2 rse penat plak tiap2 hari rindu...haha..da laa semalam ak meroyan kat twitter sbb teeeeeetttttt..malu plak rase..kih3..well,da geram sgt kan..warga2 twitter laa menjadi mangsa *maap ye semuaaa..hehe chop2..adik ak wat pelik harinie..dia psang lagu english and korea serentak sbb nk bndingkan both lagu tu...ape doh adik ak nie..pelik2 aje.. ok,lari topik -.-' ckp psal twitter,hari2 ak ngadap twitter..24 7 you know..ta kira siang malam..da rse mcm life ak kat twitter tu je..yelaaaa,da bosan sgt duk umah nie..nak keje tataw lg bile..nk enjoy cuti puas2 dulu laa knon..*ape pn ta boleh -.-' haaa..semalam kan ak bad mood ckit..sbb ternampak something yg tidak diingini dan mencetuskan kemarahan ak..tu yang meroyan habis semalam..kui3..sorry..memang ta bley nak control kemarahan yg membuak2 tu..huhu smpaikan terpaksa buat muke tebal mintak pnjelasan dr rara..da ta cool time tu..bia laa ta cool sketika drpd sakit hati selamanya kan..hmmm i'll do everything to protect what is mine from taken by someone yg ta dialu2kan.. *eh,btol ta ape ak ckp tu..hoho yg pasti,xde pape pn..cume that person tu tibe2 mcul..tatawla ape motif dia..yg pasti i'll never back off and make sure that rara is safe..xpe,ak percaya kat rara.. percaya tu pnting kan..so,just pray what the best for me k.. ;')

01.11.2012

nahhhhh..amik kau...hehe :)

..november rain..

When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you, don't you know I feel the same? yeah
Nothin' lasts forever and we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain, ooh yeah
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An' no one's really sure who's lettin' go today, walking away

And if we take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine, all mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain

Do you need some time on your own?
Do you need some time all alone?
Everybody needs some time on their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone?

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal the broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you?

Sometimes I need some time on my own
Sometimes I need some time all alone
Everybody needs some time on their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone

And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness we still can find a way
Nothin' lasts forever even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody

-_____-

hadoiiiiiii...lately ak rase mcm ta btol je da...I don't know about what I feel..sometime its hurt,sometime I just don't care..hurt by who?? I don't know..its just what i'm feeling about..I tried to be cool..but I can't..*what's wrong with you wanie..=.='* all the matter is, I just need to move on..yes, I've move on..but my heart still the sameeeee......urghhhh..hate this feeling...ak cube tuk tak kisah tapi ta boleh...realitinye aku kisah sume tu..kisah sangat2... I care much, I hurt much.. it's hurt you know...it's hurtttttt !!!! >.<'...*ok, enough wanie,enough ! * so,what should I do..?? do nothing...bia je mcm tu...mane boleh..lame2 nt mesti ta tahan..sumpah ak ta kuat..its been 3 years already..I still can't..ta boleh nak let go ! nak rara ! nak rara je ! :'( . nope,rara da lupe kan ak..i'm not important anymore.. *just forget about rara wanie..forget it* sorry,i can't. :'( *ape lah kau nie wanie..sume bnda ta boleh..org da tanak tu,lupekan jelah..stupid me..-.-'*

Just pray to Allah and ask for strength..

aidil adha

salam aidil adha sume ! hehe :)
walaupn hari nie hari raya haji..tp ak ta rase pn mcm hari raya..tp normal lah kan..kat mesia nie raya haji ta meriah mne pn..1st raya org sume sibuk2 mngorbankan lembu2,kerbau2,kambing2 n sewaktu dgnnya lah..jgn kita yang terkorban suda laa..hehehe..pastu da siap korban apa sume..sibuk duk hantar2 kat umah2 org plak..bese org laki lah kan yang buat sume tu..bile da petang2 ckit,barulah sume org boleh rilek2..tapi ta tentu jgak..ikut tmpatlah kan..hehe..tp ak taun nie ak stay kat rumah je..ta blk kg pun..tu yang bosan semacam nie..keje ak ape lg,duk ngadap lappy lah kan online.. -.-' hmm..tp tu pun still lg rase bosan..sbb mcm xde org sgt pn online nie..mgkin msing2 bz kot..then,skrg da xde pn org yg boleh ak ajk sembang "anytime,all the time"..sbb org tu da xde..-.-' dia da tanak kwn dgn sy..sobs2 *sedih :(..btw,bialah dia..kwn dtg n pergi.beselah tu..tp dia "someone special for me......"-.-' smpai hati dia buat ak mcm tu..hah,sedih plak time2 raya nie..*ta payah nak berdrama sgtlah wanie..haish,lari topik pula..hehehe..ckp psal raya haji nie..msti lah skrg musim org tunaikan haji kan..haaaaaa,ad sorg membe ak nie..daddy dia pergi haji,so dia beraya haji without her dad for this year..die mcm sedihlah ckit kan..but,its normal lah..semoga daddy dia selamat menunaikan haji n dapat haji mambrur..*eh,betol ta ak ckp tu..?? kire btol lah ea..hehehe..ok lah,da mls nak membebel..salam eid adha all ! :)

haaa,ad gmbar ckit tu korg..

1 lagi..lembu pn wish taw..kih3

                                                                                                                 from love : wanie.. :)

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always remember..nothing happens without Allah commands & permission..when He gave you difficulties  just be patient and pray, ask for strength..Allah knows what's the best for us..He has planned everything. :)

my first entry ! :)

Salam all..fuh.! penat betol create blog nie..maklumlah 1st time..eh,second time kot..but this is the new one..my 2nd blog laa kire..dgn ta mndi nye ape lg nie..sbb i suke membebel..so,i tataw nak membebel pnjang2 kat mne,kat fb n twitter ta bley..so i created this blog cepat2..! so now,bley laa i membebel pnjang2..yeay ! *nmpak ta keseronokan di situ.. -.-'* ok lah,i nak mndi ape sume dulu nt i smbung membebel lg..see ya! ;)